By Matthew Robert Payne Please read Part 1 More of my comments on Josephs last email. This time around I have not got a lot of fear of turning back every time I have money and I have a real positive thing that keeps me happy. Since the spirit of lust left me it’s though my eyes have changed and women look completely different. No more do my eyes want to wander. No one laid hands on me for this Spirit to leave me and it took me three days to realise it had gone when girls exposed breasts in modern fashion didn’t even interest me one day and I asked Jesus what was going on with my eyes. Jesus told me that He had delivered me of the demon of lust due to my sincere repentance. So Joseph not only writes great counsel, so much of it is in the Spirit, not just knowledge but living and breathing. I have always wondered about the number forty. Jesus, in a personal prophecy when I was 12 years of age, promised me that one day I would have a church group of loved ones at an airport sending me off to go and preach the gospel to people as an evangelist. At 14 years of age I was molested and my life went downhill from there. From 17 years of age I have been addicted to sex workers save for three years when a wife made me more then happy, then left me divorced me and five years later stopped me seeing my son. Getting on top of that I soon had my first nervous breakdown and got myself a mental illness. Right now I have a few projects. The Lord has promised me a pulpit and a sermon I can preach on holiness when I am six months free of prostitutes. I am eagerly awaiting that pulpit. As I passed 25 years of waiting for my promise, the time Abraham waited for his son, I was quite depressed. I looked back to the Bible for other men of the faith and my eyes went to Moses who waited forty years in the desert. I have for this past year been pondering this number and wondering if it will take fifteen years to really be full time in the ministry. Though much wisdom comes out of me, this year is a year dedicated to healing and a few projects as directed by the Lord. I turn forty in March, which also will be six months free of my addiction and praise God, I might get to preach the first sermon I ever preached again and be able to spend another thirty minutes sharing how I found repentance. Let us go on. 6 days ago Joseph wrote this to me Encounters with the Spirit of Wisdom Dear Matthew, Its been a while since I wrote to you. I have had more supernatural encounters with the Lord and would like to share with you. An open mind is important to understand how the Lord speaks. According to the verses in Proverbs 1: 20-21, “Wisdom shouts in the street, she lifts her voice in the square; at the head of the noisy streets she cries out; At the entrance of the gates in the city she utters her sayings,” With these verses, and according to Isaiah 11:2, ” The Spirit of the Lord will rest on Him, The spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and strength, the spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord.” There are seven spirits here. Countercheck according to Revelation chapter 3:1, “…he who has the seven spirits of God and the seven stars, …..”. You see wisdom is of God and he shouts in the streets, and because I meditated on these verses, I began to see how God talks to me even in the streets and daily life, I am not superstitious, but I truly have received his words in the streets. Here is a recent experience. My recent visit to Taiwan last week, was with Jetstar Airlines, my arrival flight 3K-521, and departure return flight was 3K-522. On the last day of my trip, my daughter decided she wanted to visit the Taiwan Postal Museum in Taipei, Nan Hai road, so my wife and the 2 of us went to this museum, and my wife somehow thought of getting 3 post cards, 2 of the post cards had the number as follows: 080521, 080522, 080346, I was surprised because the first 2 cards were my flight number to Taipei and the return flight numbers. This seems like a coincidence, however, on the reverse side of the cards were the words” Cong Xi Fa Cai”, which means congratulations and prosperity. This hit my spirit and I knew somehow some great news on monetary matters were coming, and true enough when I returned home, one of my investments appreciated by as much as 20%. God is faithful and He talks to me using normal daily things which itself is supernatural. How can the numbers be such a coincidence, therefore I believe that I am walking in the precise Kairos timing of the Lord for Him to be able to send me news like this. The Angels must be working super hard to time things like this, to deliver me the news. Somehow I did not want to visit this museum because it was only a short spare of one hour before I departed to the airport, but I had the peace of God, so I went. You see things like this can be seen in verses Proverbs 21:1 ” The king’s heart is like the channels of the water in the hand of the Lord; He turns it wherever he wishes.” God touches people’s hearts and they do what He commands, if only we humble to hear His promptings we will find the answers to our questions in mind. In this case, God used my wife to get me the message. Because the Lord says. ” I will tell my servants things to come”. and He did and He is very faithful even when we are not faithful. Praise the Lord Jesus for His faithfulness. Please note, this is not an isolated case, I have had many such coincidences happen to me in the span of 10 years since I was born again. But I choose this most recent case to glorify the Lord. God has been communicating with me through answered prayers and even simple things like this. Bear in mind I do not dwell in divinations, but the things which the Lord uses to speak to me are normal things and they are awesome because its nearly impossible to time such events. I write to encourage you again, that God speaks in wonderful ways, and I have had many prayers answered in diverse methods which is not bound by any theology nor any doctrines. the Lord is God and He uses as many things as He can, and He transmits His messages to us to keep us in peace and to warn us of things to come. I am indeed very joyful for His messages to me. Even when I do not seek His reply, He sends them to comfort and to bring me joy. I hope you can see the many things our wonderful and mighty God has shown us…………………. Cheers God bless and may you be able to hear His active voice because Wisdom Shouts in the Streets…………………… If you are encouraged by my testimonies, I will write more, but if you do not want anymore, just tell me and I can stop here, ……………………. Joseph My Comment This is a great comfort to me. I am always getting messages and confirmations on the streets where I live. A magazine headline can have the same name of a strange name character in a flim I had just began to write a few days before. A sign on a bus can say, just one day at a time, the day after my mother has assured me to take one day at a time. One day I was told by the Spirit to go to a certain Mc Donalds. Normally I was sent to a divine appointment in those days. When I arrived I looked for the person whose face sort of shines and I could not see anyone in the restaurant that he wanted me to talk to. I said, Lord where is the person? He said, Get yourself a coke and sit down and listen to this song. The songs chorus chanted you are my sunshine over and over. I was really blessed as the Lord had sent me to the store so He could sing to me that I was His sunshine. When the song finished I went to get up and He said, Listen to the next song. The next song was the same song repeating and the Lord had me sit to hear the same song for forty five minutes as He ministered to me. I cried and laughed and chatted to Him. I will never forget that experience. Yes the Lord speaks to me in the marketplace. But most people call it mental illness when there are messages on the radio for me. On October 7 Joseph wrote a word the Spirit put on his heart after I lost my temper the night before with a man that has set out to cause me much grief. It said, Dear Matthew, I am prompted again to write to you and asked how are you?. Hope the things I sent to you will minister to your spiritual needs. Jesus loves us and we will be on the road to recovery although we slip some times, but never fail to get up and walk again. No one is perfect, only Jesus is. Joseph It was also comforting that the Lord would still love me if I slipped in my addiction. I was determined not to slip though. And here is one of the very first emails of Joseph. It’s amazing that the Lord raised him up to counsel me and support me through this period of freeing myself from my addiction. God freeing me, my repentance, God’s power, as I was really beaten by this bondage. This teaching was powerful. On Addictions He writes Dear Matthew, You are the most honest of men, and in your lips are no deceit. Most men have sins they do not admit to. This one is common to all men. Do you know why men find solace in buying love?. They are actually seeking God, but can only find a counterfeit one in a woman. Do you know why men drink?, to find temporal sanctuary in forgetting their sorrows. Why do men have sorrows, because they walked not in the ways of God but in their own personal ways. When the Bible says, the ways of the prostitute is poverty, men do not believe. Why you are now in poverty is because you have seek the harlot. Being in the company of prostitutes will bring upon the curse of poverty. That is why, the works of your hand does not produce much. It will be very hard for you to stop this, but do it day by day, one day at a time, distance your self from this environment. You need supernatural strength, to fight this demon. I am no saint either, but I know your pain. I once read in an internet forum about a man who had a sexual sin when he was about 11 years old. He prayed everyday for the Lord to remove his sins, it did not go away, when he was 16 years old he thought he would find a girl friend and he will be free from this sin, again it did not go away but became worse, when he was 21, he thought that he might get married and the sin will go away, it did not. Now, finally he thought if he became a pastor, the sin will go away since God will heal his servants, it did not go away either until he was caught and banned from his preaching work. Read Leviticus 21:18 to 23. See if you can identfy what these defects represent. They are spiritual flaws that must be dealt with before you can serve the Lord. Now, you have to know some things about this sexual habit, it is a spiritual sin, and its a Spirit of Lust. It stays within your body and it has needs, its a jezebelic spirit that takes control and commands you to do things. When this Spirit is awoken by a trigger( something that excites) it will cause you to obey its bidding. So you are not the one sinning, but you are the slave to this spirit. This is called bondage. When Jesus says set the captives free, he meant these people like: 1. Gamblers 2. Smokers 3. Fornicators 4. Adulterer 5. Vulgarity 6. Cursing 7. and the list goes on. I will tell you my habits, it was a long 12 years of smoking. And I have been baptized for 2 years, in the year 1997. And I was still smoking Marlboro Lights, I read the Bible with a cigarette in my mouth until the wee hours of the morning. One day, I felt funny and asked the Lord why He could not help me to kick this habit. 2 years went by, then one day, I got frustrated and said “where is the power of God”. The next day, He sent me to a friend’s house. In that meeting, this friend told me to continue to smoke, and Jesus will remove it, its the weirdest message in my life. But I felt a special peace and no condemnation, so I continued for another month. Finally, on this particular night, I asked the Lord, to sincerely tell me what He thinks of smoking. I told Him I do not want the “body is the temple of God verse”. So He gave me another, I was so sure there was no mentioning of smoking in the entire bible, Boy was I wrong, I flipped the pages and right there in front of my eyes was this verse: ISAIAH 44:20 ” He feeds on ashes, a deluded heart misleads him; he can not save himself or say, “Is not this thing in my right hand a lie”. And many pastors say you can not take the word of God out of context. They were wrong. This verse spoke to me directly. Smoking is inhaling ash, a deluded heart means a heart that has been deceived. he can not save himself means he can not quit. Is not this thing in my right hand a lie, boy I was holding the cigarettes in my right hand at the time of reading this verse. So since I have been deceived and eating ashes, and I can not quit, I asked the Lord what can I do. I said I love this too much, I can’t help it, please take it away if You are not pleased with me. Then the Lord said are you ready to give it up now. I said yes I am but I can not, so help me do this, take it away………. Then the Lord said this: ” Use my name, the name Jesus and command the Spirit of Nicotine to come out of your body now.” As I said this, my mouth began to vomit a brownish saliva and I felt my head being release from a sharp pressure that has been there all this time. Some thing left my body for good. Then the Lord said to go buy another pack of cigarettes, which I did. He said smoke this again, this time i felt the worst kind of smell in my entire life, it smelt like garbage and then Jesus said throw everything away including the lighters, Boy I had about 50 lighters in my possession, each time I forgot, I would buy one. So much waste. I am writing this to tell you about the dimensions of the Spirit world and only the name of Jesus (who is above all names) can give you true freedom. But you must first be the one to make this decision to truly give up this spirit of lust. I did this deliverance on myself and in my living room. No pastors, just myself. When you say yes i am willing to give this up, you will be surprised that the amount of sincerity is not present, we have to be truly sincere, so it will take sometime to get this confession out sincerely. Be patient. Yes, I do not really need the prophetic word, but I was curious if some one could give me the accurate word that is in season and that can speak into my life. I was trying to find a true man of God who can prophesy like Paul Cain or Bill Harmon. Still searching………. Something must have caused you to write such candid stories to me. So now, I am sharing with you the true story of what is now called deep cleansing and deliverance. Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is liberty. May you be blessed with this insight and may Jesus take away your shame and refresh your heart. We were once sinners without hope, but Jesus came and saved us. No one is a saint by birth, all have fallen short of the Glory of God. Isaiah 48:17 and 18. May the peace of God follow you, let you achieve the much wanted freedom and permanent peace. Isaiah 55:11, the word, it shall not return empty but will accomplish what it has been sent to do. The word is life and active and will smite the devil, and he will flee………………………………Cheers We serve a mighty God. Jehovah Rapha, God our healer. Stay in touch. You will find fresh fire to cleanse your body. Let the Holy Spirit fill your soul…………. Joseph (If you find my words encouraging, I will write more next time. But be ready to change, you need not try, just make up your mind to change that’s all and God will do His part) I cannot comment too much on this, I will search to see if there is an earlier email then this one or else just close. No that was the first email Joseph wrote on. As you can see, he simply read what I had on my personal prophecy site and wrote me this last email I shared and politely asked for a prophecy. Since then he has been holding my hand On October 3 he wrote Dear saint, If your work is from God, He will supply all your needs. He will give you the right words that will refresh your dry and thirsty soul. Your prayers will heal the sick and your words will perform miracles, so why worry about the $2 dollars. Our God can send money in a hurry, the only problem is that most of our work is not from God but from self. If it is from self, it can produce nothing since we are not God and can not make things happen without power. If we were the head of a country our words will matter much, so if we are the real prophets than our words will manifest. Else its just man speaking man’s thoughts and it will produce nothing………… may God multiply your wisdom a hundred fold until you can hear His voice and speak His words like Moses who did what God told him and he prospered. Holy Spirit Anointing is the answer… may Jesus love you much… Saint in Christ Matthew shares his heart in these articles and can be found at http://www.online-prayer.net You can read more of his articles at his link below. If you want a copy of his upcoming book of articles which will have the first sixty of the articles on this web-site called “The Musings of a Mad Prophet” please contact Matthew via email so he can contact you around February 2007 to tell you of the progress of the book. 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